GRANDMA... :'(

It's been a month since you left us...
I am really regret about how I didn't visit you often when you're still by our side...
I still remember the moment in ICU room when I hold your hand...
We stared each other in the eyes but you can't talk...
I really understand what you wanna tell me even if you didn't say it...
You must really wanna see me getting married but that's impossible now...
I told you to wait till the day but why did you left?
You didn't keep the promise...
Now you're a piece of memory that won't ever leave my heart...
I didn't treasure you when you're still there...
How could I be so stupid...
I wish that I could turn back time...
Bring you back to life and cherish every time we are together...
Celebrate every birthday, every Chinese New year...
Make 汤圆 for us, give us Angpau...
Pray for us every time when we're going for exam...
I MISS YOU A LOT, AH MA!!
AND I DON'T EVER WANNA LET YOU GO!
:C